Since I was sick all week I am so depressed. I didn't have any contacts with humanity beside my parents and internet and I went crazy. I feel sicker now, and I don't want to study, I just want to sleep.
And my so called friends from my hometown totally forgot me. I just ugh, want to live in my own dreams where everything is how I imagine.
And my so called friends from my hometown totally forgot me. I just ugh, want to live in my own dreams where everything is how I imagine.
Somehow I want to disappear. Only thing that is helping me right now is writing, but I always think that I am not good so it frustrates me even more.
Wish I was 20 years old with finished school and my own life.
I'll be going to my aunts again and I will buy a lot of books to keep me alive. Probably few of confessions of Georgia Nicolson or Lord of the rings, just so I can fly away in another world and stop being sad and sick of my own life which I don't like. OR I will re-read all of Harry Potter books again. We shall see!
I salute all of my "friends" that never remember me with "HAVE A NICE LIFE!"
Aw I hope you're feeling better now. If it's any comfort, I'm almost 20 and wish I were 14 again, haha. And yes, books are the best way to escape!
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